when i was a kid i was an apolitical liberal, but then liberals went bat shit insane around obamas second term and turned into what would be called social justice warriors, or "woke", they decided they were the new moral police that could control what you did, how you acted and what you could say.
Needless to say i found liberals very obnoxious, at the time i had graduated school in 2009 and became a neet but the rise of trump in 2016 made me think twice about everything. the stench of liberalism ran foul in the air and we needed trump in 2016, i still believe that. the libs needed to be punched in the nose to come back to reality.

Eventually trump turned out to be a dud who accomplished nothing beyond culture war victory of the right so around 2020 i realized im a neet and i need me some neet bucks, therefore i could not be a fascist as i would be sent to ze camps for being a neet. and i couldnt be a liberal, or conservative, im not of the bourgeoise class, but im not a prole. im a neet hikki schizo, or what marx would call a lumpenprole, so i couldnt be a communist either. so for a while i played around with the idea of anarchism, especially the type of max stirner.

So i would say im an anarchist, but i also have interests in philosophical pessimism of Schopenhauer. at the same time im severely anti social and despice mainstream anarchists of the reddit type who are obsessed with idpol and intersectional liberalism.