Anonymous
7/18/2025, 4:01:34 AM
No.81868763
eek sorry for the massive wall of text, embarrassing.
>>81868624
i'm not sure he was. i think he was confused, but i think he would've chose his current life over having to restart just to keep me in it. i only want him to come back if he, by himself, has decided that he's not happy without me. if he is content with his life, i hope the best for him. i miss him regardless, but i'd hate to be the one to interfere. i guess that's a big reason why i'm posting here. we met on r9k (lol), and i know he browses. it'd be to his discretion if he chooses to reach out again. if he does read any of this, i don't want him to feel guilty at all. i am grateful we got to part ways on good terms despite everything. it's just not easy for me to break an attachment.
>>81868642
i've been through it a few times, this is the first time i've thought that maybe i'm not just being delusional lol, but i will manage
>>81868624
i'm not sure he was. i think he was confused, but i think he would've chose his current life over having to restart just to keep me in it. i only want him to come back if he, by himself, has decided that he's not happy without me. if he is content with his life, i hope the best for him. i miss him regardless, but i'd hate to be the one to interfere. i guess that's a big reason why i'm posting here. we met on r9k (lol), and i know he browses. it'd be to his discretion if he chooses to reach out again. if he does read any of this, i don't want him to feel guilty at all. i am grateful we got to part ways on good terms despite everything. it's just not easy for me to break an attachment.
>>81868642
i've been through it a few times, this is the first time i've thought that maybe i'm not just being delusional lol, but i will manage