Sadly, escorts have been such a head-fuck for me that I can't even perform with them. It became tough to justify doing it anymore.
Yes, one can develop a rapport with them over a few encounters, but it's still 'fake'; and many have a shit attitude regardless, which is a dick-killer.
I really wish I had an actual fuck-buddy who was attracted to me. I can't do the socialising/dating thing. Too NEET for that, or escorts.