>>81874414
>see you just did again
Well yeah, I have no real reason to care about myself. I'm trying to manage as best I can and still basically just headed towards homelessness. I'm a fuck up, just how I've always been.
>vicious cycle of feeling lonely and allowing myself to connect with others
This is exactly what I'm trying to point out. You got to have these shitty experiences and you learned from them. You actually had a catalyst for change. I don't get that. I can't get sex or relationships or any of that stuff. I'm just stuck being alone. I don't get to experience new relationships and learn and grow. I'm just stuck. I don't think people can just change magically. They need new experiences to learn from.
>Take a risk and start telling them regularly.
I guess I could try doing it more often. Maybe that'd help although I think they'd probably just think I'm being weird.