>>81942146
Eh, I'm not very emotional so it's not like I'm getting nervous or panic. But I do acknowledge that my time is running out. My parents had me when they were in their early to mid 20s. I'm early 30s now. I remember how much fun I had with my dad when I was a kid and I'd like to pass on this joy to my future kids, but I know that as the time goes on, I'll have less and less energy and strength. I started to look for serious relationship relatively late, in my late 20s to be exact, due to both circmustances and my own suboptimal choices in the past. But crying over it won't change anything so there is no point. I have to admit though, looking for relationship in your 30s sucks. Half of women are either single mothers or ruined with ugly tattoos. They also expect you to have your own place in this shitty housing market and like absolute shortsighted retards don't care about your sizeable savings that will allow you to actually buy or build house in upcoming 2-3 years. But instead of lamenting I simply grind and send messages. I'm thinking of trying some other ways as dating apps are awful for average guy like me. It's easier to find casual sex with sluts on degen websites than find actual relationship with woman who also wants to build family.