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>oh, well that's awful. stay safe anon
It's all good! It is what it is. I am relatively safe where I am.
> i just always have this fear i'll get addicted to drugs and ruin my life
Moderation is key in all things. Also depends on the drug and predisposition to addiction (which I don't have, I think) also I keep my sessions limited in time and to times when I don't have anything to do or people to meet. It's worth it for me and my lifestyle. I learned about addiction from smoking cigs and decided to never let a drug control me again. In the end abstinatinence is the best harm-reduction for sure.
>you dont gotta lie
I almost never lie. It takes resources to keep up with many anons.
>your body is gonna start taking it from your muscles, and then your fat
I have been malnourished in the past and on a healthy wight now (also bloodworks came in good), but you might be right. I'll see if I can sneak in some snacks throughout the day.