Anonymous
8/6/2025, 4:30:15 AM
No.82092344
>>82087617
i dont watch breaking bad, so i wouldnt know. i didnt think i would get caught up in this convos with everyone. i am not a perfect person to talk too, i have some shitty things about me. youll surely find someone a bit wiser
>Have you found a better one these days? I mean other than posting on 4chan.
no, not at all. ill tell the truth i have to go to an outpatient program soon and im scared as hell. i dont want to be abused again and taken blood and injected again. they left bruises which doesnt happen during blood tests, they did it while i was sleeping too and made me sign shit. i lived through it all.
>I try my best to do this. It's somewhat therapeutic to myself too. Somehow, I still haven't met someone who truly understands me.
me neither. its hard. i wanted to fit in but i was left out at the end. people accused me of being obsessed with this one guy i was sleeping with, and accused me of stalking him. i ended up in another nearby city for 5 weeks for suicide attempt because of that, and they still accuse me to this day probably. i cut all my socials. i cut from the real world. i dont know what aboput me truly speaks envy in people to harass and judge me. im very lonely because of that and my whole life is a mess.
>Eh, I wouldn't be sorry. It was very much necessary, and although it was rough to me, it was mostly bizarre
felt that
>Best part about that dream was that I knew someone who had the same dream from another perspective.
we all need another half to understand us from a different perspective than our own. i have a insecuirty of my appearance. im good looking, but everyone treats me like shit because of it. i live in a horrible city, and people are fat fucks that make fun of me for being clean and okay looking.
i dont watch breaking bad, so i wouldnt know. i didnt think i would get caught up in this convos with everyone. i am not a perfect person to talk too, i have some shitty things about me. youll surely find someone a bit wiser
>Have you found a better one these days? I mean other than posting on 4chan.
no, not at all. ill tell the truth i have to go to an outpatient program soon and im scared as hell. i dont want to be abused again and taken blood and injected again. they left bruises which doesnt happen during blood tests, they did it while i was sleeping too and made me sign shit. i lived through it all.
>I try my best to do this. It's somewhat therapeutic to myself too. Somehow, I still haven't met someone who truly understands me.
me neither. its hard. i wanted to fit in but i was left out at the end. people accused me of being obsessed with this one guy i was sleeping with, and accused me of stalking him. i ended up in another nearby city for 5 weeks for suicide attempt because of that, and they still accuse me to this day probably. i cut all my socials. i cut from the real world. i dont know what aboput me truly speaks envy in people to harass and judge me. im very lonely because of that and my whole life is a mess.
>Eh, I wouldn't be sorry. It was very much necessary, and although it was rough to me, it was mostly bizarre
felt that
>Best part about that dream was that I knew someone who had the same dream from another perspective.
we all need another half to understand us from a different perspective than our own. i have a insecuirty of my appearance. im good looking, but everyone treats me like shit because of it. i live in a horrible city, and people are fat fucks that make fun of me for being clean and okay looking.