>>82110307
To me, that sounds like just normal depression.

You can either go the blue pill direction and get antidepressants from a shrink. Or you can go to the store yourself and get 5-HTP.

Or you can take the red pill: go to the local vape store and get some shrooms. Guarenteed quick fix. Best to space the trips out to every other day until you run out.

Remember to keep up with your B vitamins and vit D as well. I would try this first before jumping all the way to BPD.