Anonymous
8/8/2025, 6:16:40 PM
No.82118533
>>82118061
I'm sorry anon I'm a mess. thank you for helping me so much. thank you. thank you for the drawing. its beautiful! and it made me tear up. thank you! i love it. i can't put into words how much i appreciate it! i'm sorry i couldnt believe you when you said im your favourite person. but don't think it your words went to waste because it did help me. even if i couldnt fully believe it a little part of me tried so so hard to believe and it made me happy. i did think about you when i woke up. i thought "i really want to talk with that nice anon again!" i thought "i've got to keep trying because otherwise that anon will be sad too!" i looked forward to talking with you whenever i made my threads! im sorry if i made you think that i didnt care at all. you did fix something. it's not me in my entirety. but you, and everyone else that tries their best to show me they care fixes a little part of me. i know that having someone beside me won't fix all of my problems. i know im the only one who can change myself. but i delude myself into thinking it's the opposite because im scared i wont be able to be change even after having someone. it's like im looking for a scapegoat. it's so scary. believing into something is so scary. but i promise you i will. i will because i know there's at least one person that cares so much! not just about me but about everything. i know you don't want anything in return for all of this, but know that sending you the diamonds back would make me really happy! it's not an obligation i feel. it would give me another reason to keep going! and uhm, i'd like to make you happy too
I'm sorry anon I'm a mess. thank you for helping me so much. thank you. thank you for the drawing. its beautiful! and it made me tear up. thank you! i love it. i can't put into words how much i appreciate it! i'm sorry i couldnt believe you when you said im your favourite person. but don't think it your words went to waste because it did help me. even if i couldnt fully believe it a little part of me tried so so hard to believe and it made me happy. i did think about you when i woke up. i thought "i really want to talk with that nice anon again!" i thought "i've got to keep trying because otherwise that anon will be sad too!" i looked forward to talking with you whenever i made my threads! im sorry if i made you think that i didnt care at all. you did fix something. it's not me in my entirety. but you, and everyone else that tries their best to show me they care fixes a little part of me. i know that having someone beside me won't fix all of my problems. i know im the only one who can change myself. but i delude myself into thinking it's the opposite because im scared i wont be able to be change even after having someone. it's like im looking for a scapegoat. it's so scary. believing into something is so scary. but i promise you i will. i will because i know there's at least one person that cares so much! not just about me but about everything. i know you don't want anything in return for all of this, but know that sending you the diamonds back would make me really happy! it's not an obligation i feel. it would give me another reason to keep going! and uhm, i'd like to make you happy too