Actual friends and not men that just pretended to be my friends to get nudes or flirt with me? Wow, maybe like 3 years ago at this point. I used to be on a great feminism discord and had a nice relationship with one of the women there but my anxiety made me fall out of touch. I always felt too inferior messaging her even though she put 500% effort into her messages and was a boss. I'm the reason I'm alone.