Anonymous
8/12/2025, 2:49:24 AM
No.82156614
>>82156495
>eventually don't hear from her foe about 6 months and accept a friend of a friend's invitation for a date
>keep dating her, she spends more time at my apartment than at her home, the dating goes from casual to exclusive
>Lets slip one night that he stepdad used to sexually abuse her
>I should have run, instead I decided to be understanding
>eventually I have to move and she and I get an apartment together
>at the same time I start struggling with getting work, my depression gets worse, other mental health problems start making themselves known
>we date for 12 years before she decides she wants to open the relationship back up
>I have a complete psychological breakdown and begin self mutilating because I hate myself and everything else and think everything is my fault for being a loser
>end up having myself committed to the local psych ward for about a month
>so psychologically fucked up that for tye first three days I'm there I can hardly eat and spend most of my time sleeping or listening to music on my phone(low security so we were allowed to keep phones there)
>while I'm there she bitches over text about me not giving her a schedule to visit me
>I'm so fucked up that I can barely think at all, tell her that I'm done with the drama and we're through
>realize that every woman I've ever dated has left me feeling like a lesser human being in the aftermath of the relationship
>Eventually leave hospital and move back hime while trying to get work
>haven't dated at all in the two years since, meanwhile she's been dating three or more people at a time
>I am disgusted by her now
>Only just in the last month been thinking I would be open to the idea of trying to date again
>I don't think the benefits outweigh the emotional dangers though
Stop lokking for someone else to define you. Lift weights. Learn to cook and bake. Read philosophy. Work hard. Pussy does not belong on a pedestal. You do.
>eventually don't hear from her foe about 6 months and accept a friend of a friend's invitation for a date
>keep dating her, she spends more time at my apartment than at her home, the dating goes from casual to exclusive
>Lets slip one night that he stepdad used to sexually abuse her
>I should have run, instead I decided to be understanding
>eventually I have to move and she and I get an apartment together
>at the same time I start struggling with getting work, my depression gets worse, other mental health problems start making themselves known
>we date for 12 years before she decides she wants to open the relationship back up
>I have a complete psychological breakdown and begin self mutilating because I hate myself and everything else and think everything is my fault for being a loser
>end up having myself committed to the local psych ward for about a month
>so psychologically fucked up that for tye first three days I'm there I can hardly eat and spend most of my time sleeping or listening to music on my phone(low security so we were allowed to keep phones there)
>while I'm there she bitches over text about me not giving her a schedule to visit me
>I'm so fucked up that I can barely think at all, tell her that I'm done with the drama and we're through
>realize that every woman I've ever dated has left me feeling like a lesser human being in the aftermath of the relationship
>Eventually leave hospital and move back hime while trying to get work
>haven't dated at all in the two years since, meanwhile she's been dating three or more people at a time
>I am disgusted by her now
>Only just in the last month been thinking I would be open to the idea of trying to date again
>I don't think the benefits outweigh the emotional dangers though
Stop lokking for someone else to define you. Lift weights. Learn to cook and bake. Read philosophy. Work hard. Pussy does not belong on a pedestal. You do.