>>82229596
>my family thinks im not fat enough to limit my food.
in the end it's your decision anyway, but i doubt you're anywhere near fat. i'd understand you aren't happy with your body composition, though. i've never been happy with myself at any weight.

>there used to be an illusion that I could resist it but now I know I just have to live alone to properly regulate my intake.
yeah. hard to eat like you want to with others around. maybe you should check out the carnivore diet. no cravings, no need to resist anything and you can adjust how much you eat quite easily. only thing you have to watch out for is quality.

>they buy it because they want me happy. Im more happy when im thin.
it's a vicious circle. hope you can break out of it at some point.

>If I could repeat my experience, I would. life had colors, even if some of them were dark. im 21 and this is deep xDDD
makes sense to me. and i don't know if it's deep, but you know what you're talking about. that's worth something.

>im not asking for pats for being single, because it was not a choice for me.
wasn't a choice for the guy i were talking about either, was it?

>not the best metaphor but you get it
i do. a bit graphic, but it fits quite well, i think.

>you know me
and consider myself lucky that i do.

>god bless fujoshies
word.

>>82229606
>>82229641
i'll reply to you guys tomorrow. too tired now. (~.~)

>>82229699
hey bib!

>powerlessness which I believe leads to my paranoia, anger and depression
could be. for me it's definitely anger.

good night, everyone!