>>82272958
>i want love, and affection.
>every online experience ive had with men has been or gone bad

the one girl i fell in love with and my only relationship was some edating thing
she was really interest in me all the time, almost always started convos with me, and really pushed for sexy stuff and sending me nudes

after like a few months i told her i wanted to be real and take her on a date since we lived kinda close then she said she was actually gonna be moving far away and our relationship was "never that serious"

so yeah i basically was destroyed for months, she ended up edating someone who was actually schizophrenic and mentally ill and doxxed and leaked her nudes or something online bunch lolololol, not even like a week later or something after we "broke up"

im not even sure how i'd make a girl interested in me like that again, im trying but it feels impossible. worst part is i was in extremely innocent love with her, extremely interested in her and loved talking to her, almost zero complaints, but i guess now i know the harsh reality of things in this world