Anonymous
8/23/2025, 3:34:51 PM
No.82275873
>>82275683
>Get a free vacation for a bit and get treated for your issues?
that's what i was thinking too it's just that it seems terrifying and it could put me in an even worse situation. i can't know for sure how long they'll hold me in there for, and the meds they give me might just make everything worse. maybe they wont even put me in the ward but rather just give me some xanax and tell me to go fuck myself back home. and what if then no one's going to hire me because i've been to the ward and they think im crazy? i honestly feel so helpless. i mean i don't think i should be allowed near knives and yet the job im trying to be good at basically always uses knives. as im writing this i feel like my mood is constantly changing from awful to normal it's freaking me out. maybe all i need i someone to tell me everything is going to be okay whenever im having an episode. but im scared that won't be enough either and i'll just end up hurting everyone whos trying to help me. perhaps i shouldn't be ranting on the internet.
>Get a free vacation for a bit and get treated for your issues?
that's what i was thinking too it's just that it seems terrifying and it could put me in an even worse situation. i can't know for sure how long they'll hold me in there for, and the meds they give me might just make everything worse. maybe they wont even put me in the ward but rather just give me some xanax and tell me to go fuck myself back home. and what if then no one's going to hire me because i've been to the ward and they think im crazy? i honestly feel so helpless. i mean i don't think i should be allowed near knives and yet the job im trying to be good at basically always uses knives. as im writing this i feel like my mood is constantly changing from awful to normal it's freaking me out. maybe all i need i someone to tell me everything is going to be okay whenever im having an episode. but im scared that won't be enough either and i'll just end up hurting everyone whos trying to help me. perhaps i shouldn't be ranting on the internet.