>>82285598
your father will die and on that day you will realize there is nobody there to hold your hand anymore. you will have wasted your chance at a normal, happy life for the sake of schizo paranoia, and will be forced to face the ugly reality: no one gives a shit about you and never have. you are a woman, this could have been easily avoided, but you chose to take on an unneccessary, useless burden. I am a firm believer of letting people fuck up their lives however they want to, but this is even more retarded than alcohol or drugs: there is no prize, no payoff, no momentary joy. just a bleak, lonely future