>>82287745
>30 minutes later im eating my breakfast and I get a text from her saying I was "sexually pushy" last night. I had gotten an erection in my sleep. she says that I didn't abuse her or do anything wrong, but I "reminded her of an abusive ex"
>Says she doesnt want to see me anymore
>I apologize and ask her if we can still see eachother, that I didn't mean it. I didn't mean it.,
>She blocks me on everything
>I throw the banana bread and cucumbers she packed me into the lake my city is on.
>I try to sleep at home but I cant
>I cant sleep at all
>Im spiraling and I dont know what I did, I feel like a monster
>I go back to her apartment like an insane person and ring her buzzer, practically begging her to talk things out with me
>She texts me that I didnt mean anything to her and that I can't handle rejection.
>She threatens to call the police on me if I dont leave. She tells me to see a therapist.
>I see the apartment doors you normally need a key FOB for are propped open with a wet floor sign. I think about walking up to her apartment and knocking on the door. I come to my senses and decide against going inside and I call an uber home. I lose her number.
>I call my psychotherapist
>I say I want to kill myself.
>She calls the police.
>They take me to the hospital, into a psych ward. I speak to a social worker, but a cop was listening behind the door.
>cop accuses me of lying
>starts asking me why I seem nervous
>starts interrogating me about this woman
>I panic and give him her information
>he said he wouldnt contact her, but im such a fucking moron for believing that. He absolutely did.
>he made me feel guilty
>he said I was hiding the full story, im not, I fucking swear on my fathers life im not