Anonymous
8/24/2025, 10:32:04 PM
No.82289905
>>82289528
My socialization was weird growing up. I'm hispanic but my older brother and older cousins, who were bullied by ghetto kids, broke the mold and listened to metal/rock because they hated rap. They were my biggest influence growing up, not my parents, so I identified with rock/metal head culture. I was smarter than most spics so I was in the honors class in middle school and had whites, asians and good hispanics as friends but unfortunately my spic genes kicked in and I slacked 7th grade so I went to worse highschool than my friends and was surrounded by nigs, spics and wiggers again which I didn't fit in with. Became severely depressed and didn't make any friends in high-school. It continued to get worse because society became more niggerfied and it became increasingly difficult to distinguish myself from the niggerfied spics. In middleschool I had female friends because people didn't think I was too weird, except for listening to metal, until highschool. I no longer fit in. This is why I sympathize with the whites who rage about the niggerfication of their society though thats a topic for /pol/.
Nevertheless it was over for me in highschool. I didn't have any family friends. I grew distance from my sister around the time I started highschool too so I had very little interaction with women which would only increase. I did manage to get 3 dates with a girl I knew in middleschool junior year. I failed bad, and it made me realize I was too far gone. My socialization was already fucked. Haven't had any luck besides making out with a drunk girl at a club since.
My socialization was weird growing up. I'm hispanic but my older brother and older cousins, who were bullied by ghetto kids, broke the mold and listened to metal/rock because they hated rap. They were my biggest influence growing up, not my parents, so I identified with rock/metal head culture. I was smarter than most spics so I was in the honors class in middle school and had whites, asians and good hispanics as friends but unfortunately my spic genes kicked in and I slacked 7th grade so I went to worse highschool than my friends and was surrounded by nigs, spics and wiggers again which I didn't fit in with. Became severely depressed and didn't make any friends in high-school. It continued to get worse because society became more niggerfied and it became increasingly difficult to distinguish myself from the niggerfied spics. In middleschool I had female friends because people didn't think I was too weird, except for listening to metal, until highschool. I no longer fit in. This is why I sympathize with the whites who rage about the niggerfication of their society though thats a topic for /pol/.
Nevertheless it was over for me in highschool. I didn't have any family friends. I grew distance from my sister around the time I started highschool too so I had very little interaction with women which would only increase. I did manage to get 3 dates with a girl I knew in middleschool junior year. I failed bad, and it made me realize I was too far gone. My socialization was already fucked. Haven't had any luck besides making out with a drunk girl at a club since.