Alright guys this is it, it's being a fun night, it's gonna be a disgustingly tiresome day tomorrow I can feel it but now I feel in comfort being an outcast, all those who dislike me are meaningless as of now, I am a strong underworldwer mind as of now and that's what matters, midway through last year I started to understand really what escapism is all about, I understand what it's all about now, I love you all drugfellers, it's gonna be a long while before I mess with a stim again, I know it