>>82317809
Hey, are you me?
Are you approaching wizardhood? If not, you have it a little better than me, but I'm in a similar boat, except already a few years older.
I'm not even sure if this feeling is due to missing out on things I wanted all along, or purely because the window of opportunity for them is closing now. Sure, who doesn't wanna fuck young girls, but if I had really wanted it that badly, shouldn't I have tried harder? Not just that, but making other memories that last a lifetime and all that, as well.
Either way, the fact that I haven't and likely am not going to is kind of killing me, too. I'd like to tell myself that, if the best time to be living my life was then, the second best time is now. Yet, I can't let go of lost time, and having missed out on so much just makes it harder to even catch up and get the things I now yearn for more than ever.