i wonder how many self hating gay dudes would permanently transform into a woman if they had the opportunity. in my head i think being a straight woman would be easier and better overall but maybe that's just because i have internalized homophobia and hate myself for being overwhelmingly sexually attracted to men as a masculine man. i think being a man when it comes to aging, fashion, and day to day life is far easier, but i think gay sex is genuinely gross and too involved compared to just being able to get fucked in the pussy at any given time. if men could genuinely turn into women with real vaginas and everything i would probably just troon out but i don't think the science will ever be there in my lifetime.