>>82449493
i mean i have the desire to get penetrated by a dick and dominated. i just probably won't ever go through with gay acts irl because of said self hate and anxiety. being openly gay as a man just seems like more trouble than it's worth honestly. i just want to be left alone and don't want to make my unfortunate attraction to dicks i didn't ask for my entire personality. even coming out past teen years seems silly as hell.