>>82458149
>hope one day a big bro will come into your life and will be fine playing up two bros with you in your bedroom
unfortunately it can't work if we're not younger. Of couse some new scenarios can happen, but the huge differences in body, innocence and such between such relatively small age gaps are gone forever in adulthood. It's just a fantasy...until some magic VR gets invented ofc
>I understand that it's not for everyone and I don't see the appeal because I had no good big brother to protect me
me neither, I don't understand your reasoning for this: feeling a little apathetic? disillusioned?
>and imagine him as something sexual when I grew up
not necessarily sexual on my side anon, just slightly. It's more like...intimate