>>82458351
I'm sorry to hear all this anon. I would be an hypocrite if I said I relate, but I do understand where you're coming from since I did watch some pretty ugly sibiling scenes, so I do know many brotherly bonds aren't healthy and degenerate into abuse. Mine of course is a fantasy involving a kind big bro, since those kind of bros exist as well but are rarer to witness. Don't ever think that you got all that because you weren't cute, your brothers were just shitty brothers
>but you are still weirdos
aren't we all!
>>82458518
>Makes me feel more safe, I am always afraid of being abandoned.
this, a bf can unfortunately become a stranger expecially considering how shallow most relationships are now, but your big bro will always be your big bro, as longs as your bond is healthy to a degree
>>82458669
understood, it would still be hot, but not in the same way for me as you lose all the akwardness of your younger years
>>82458869
Rude! What's the problem if I am the little one?
>>82458940
not a pedo, neither is the other anon. It's just a fantasy of living a childhood and teenhood I didn't experience