my cards are good, but I think she's playing kind of hard to get to make so once I get to have sex together with her I'd also want to stay with her for however long it lasts. I think she assumes I only want to have sex with her once and then disappear... and that couldn't be any more wrong. even if I did tell her I didn't want anything serious.

that said: if her opinion of me is what I think it is - "he's a virgin that's a bit rough around the edges, but he's definitely a keeper if his faults are taken care of" her logic is sound:
if I give up, I didn't meet her expectations.
if she lets me do what I wanted to do ever since the very first moment I've met her, it means she finally managed to fix me, her own way.

I'm playing this by hear, and I like it this kind of game. it feels like I'm playing Demon Souls for the first time straight on NG+, except I'm doing it with a fine woman.
picrelated, that's me.