>>82474776
If you've experienced autistic limerence then you would understand why me forcing her to become nothing more than a sex object for my brain is preferrable to entertaining the romantic desires of limerence. Limerence is obsessive and uncontrollable. It's easy for me to sneak and peak and move on. It's not easy for me to compartmentalize romantic obsession. My actions would be far worse if I allowed the limerence to materialize.