Listen, since teenage years I have basically been porn addicted, I went on holiday back to "home country" middle east, some retard cousin of mine had xnxx open on a safari regular browser tab, boom, unhealthy exposure at childhood. In the age of 21 I still feel urges to consume this shit, I don't want to, I hate it, I have everything else going for me in my own life, just this shitty one thing that won't go away, and this habit goes against me entirely, I subscribe to an Abrahamic religion, I believe in romance, I value and cherish hugs and everything else, sex is nothing without the other person. What the fuck do I do? I don't even know how I make it go away sometimes.