>>82484642
>autism, high inhib, shy
Yet another here. Except with a twist.

My BPD evil single mother molested me for like 12 years so now I'm a straight bottom male. There's maybe 1 woman in 10 million into being a straight dom top, probably less, unless you pay them by the hour. All my sexual experiences have been initiated by women (well, one evil one) and that's what I desire psychologically.