Anonymous
9/13/2025, 5:11:00 AM
No.82486773
>>82483972
>bunch of banknotes that i pay into every month to live in my childhood house
Definitly a quality of life improvement to move out and have your own place, can't recommend it enough.
>But obviously i didn't get permission so it was still theft. That shit scared me even in the moment, lemme tell ya
I can tell it left a bad impression on you, for sure. As I said, do not dwell on the well-resolved past and mistakes you've made while being compromised and suseptible to temptation and urges beyond your control at the time, which, again, is not uncommon and is a risk when playing with drugs for pleasure. What is more uncommon is having genuine regret and acting to settle the score and making sure it won't ever happen again in the same way as it did. Give yourself a break, man, we've all made miscalculations of judgement at one time or another for whatever reasons that seemed woth it at the time and all we can do is accept it as what it is and move-on, unburdened by guilt, shame and regret for good reasons, not because we are unfeeling, selfish psychopaths, but because we fixed it rightfully and honestly, in good faith.
>>82484041
>Oh yeah, nah dude, don't do oxy
I am seriously considering it rn with your story in mind. I mean, restricting myself to only two pils by only buying two from a DNM and doing those two alone won't be *that* bad or habbit-forming, right?
>the urges get worse the more you do it
It'll only be twice, tho...
>you'll only figure out if you have the hardcore opiate addict gene once you try it
I necer encountered a drug that develops addiction as fast as you're making it sound like oxys do, even with a predesposition to opiate addiction. I just find it hard to believe that 1 or 2 times of trying a drug can pull me in this deep, this fast.
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>bunch of banknotes that i pay into every month to live in my childhood house
Definitly a quality of life improvement to move out and have your own place, can't recommend it enough.
>But obviously i didn't get permission so it was still theft. That shit scared me even in the moment, lemme tell ya
I can tell it left a bad impression on you, for sure. As I said, do not dwell on the well-resolved past and mistakes you've made while being compromised and suseptible to temptation and urges beyond your control at the time, which, again, is not uncommon and is a risk when playing with drugs for pleasure. What is more uncommon is having genuine regret and acting to settle the score and making sure it won't ever happen again in the same way as it did. Give yourself a break, man, we've all made miscalculations of judgement at one time or another for whatever reasons that seemed woth it at the time and all we can do is accept it as what it is and move-on, unburdened by guilt, shame and regret for good reasons, not because we are unfeeling, selfish psychopaths, but because we fixed it rightfully and honestly, in good faith.
>>82484041
>Oh yeah, nah dude, don't do oxy
I am seriously considering it rn with your story in mind. I mean, restricting myself to only two pils by only buying two from a DNM and doing those two alone won't be *that* bad or habbit-forming, right?
>the urges get worse the more you do it
It'll only be twice, tho...
>you'll only figure out if you have the hardcore opiate addict gene once you try it
I necer encountered a drug that develops addiction as fast as you're making it sound like oxys do, even with a predesposition to opiate addiction. I just find it hard to believe that 1 or 2 times of trying a drug can pull me in this deep, this fast.
Cont.