Anonymous
9/13/2025, 7:45:34 PM
No.82492014
>>82491443
>Can't sleep even though I have things to do tomorrow
I've been up for more than 30hours now and can't sleep due to meth even though I am very tierd, so I get you. Trick your brain that you wanna stay awake and paradoxically it'll make it easier to fall asleep from what I heard.
>Thinking about my dead child, small bouts of crying
Damn, that's real though. I wish I could do or say anything to make you feel better but it's way over my pay-grade I'm afraid. I hope you mourn enough to come out the other side stronger, with resolve and a life-affirming attitude. I experienced bouts of crying in bed over the state of my life before, but can't imagain the sorrow of losing a child; I am so sorry, anon. Best wishes to you and goodluck with your struggle.
>What drug would you recommend?
For forgetting/easing the pain, downers like GABAergics such as alcohol, benzos, gabapentin and it's likes and maybe ketamine can help you dull the pain and make it tolerable.
For dealing with the pain and confronting it to reach a better and even an empowering prespective I'd recommend psychs like LSD or shrooms. Ime,LSD is very good with overcoming hurdles if you navigate it right, which can require some previous exp in tripping; and especially avoiding thought loops and bad thought patterns that can become a real bad habbit outside the trip, later on in real-life, so use with caution, hehe. But it can also help you proccess the loss in a profound way that will give you some sort of closure and empower you to move on, chin up; and make you better-tuned as a whole with life energy and wonderlust. It's really hit or miss with psychs desu and depend a lot on your state of mind, place in life(which is kinda bad rn imo)and set and setting.
For dulling the pain as a whole in one fare swoop, opioids are an option, like coedine, but maybe stay away from opioids when looking for an emotional crutch due to abuse risk and expected addiction and withdrawals that come afterwards.
Sry4longpost!
>Can't sleep even though I have things to do tomorrow
I've been up for more than 30hours now and can't sleep due to meth even though I am very tierd, so I get you. Trick your brain that you wanna stay awake and paradoxically it'll make it easier to fall asleep from what I heard.
>Thinking about my dead child, small bouts of crying
Damn, that's real though. I wish I could do or say anything to make you feel better but it's way over my pay-grade I'm afraid. I hope you mourn enough to come out the other side stronger, with resolve and a life-affirming attitude. I experienced bouts of crying in bed over the state of my life before, but can't imagain the sorrow of losing a child; I am so sorry, anon. Best wishes to you and goodluck with your struggle.
>What drug would you recommend?
For forgetting/easing the pain, downers like GABAergics such as alcohol, benzos, gabapentin and it's likes and maybe ketamine can help you dull the pain and make it tolerable.
For dealing with the pain and confronting it to reach a better and even an empowering prespective I'd recommend psychs like LSD or shrooms. Ime,LSD is very good with overcoming hurdles if you navigate it right, which can require some previous exp in tripping; and especially avoiding thought loops and bad thought patterns that can become a real bad habbit outside the trip, later on in real-life, so use with caution, hehe. But it can also help you proccess the loss in a profound way that will give you some sort of closure and empower you to move on, chin up; and make you better-tuned as a whole with life energy and wonderlust. It's really hit or miss with psychs desu and depend a lot on your state of mind, place in life(which is kinda bad rn imo)and set and setting.
For dulling the pain as a whole in one fare swoop, opioids are an option, like coedine, but maybe stay away from opioids when looking for an emotional crutch due to abuse risk and expected addiction and withdrawals that come afterwards.
Sry4longpost!