>>82494966
thats a lot to handle for yourself. sorry you go through that kind of stuff. i wouldnt wish any mental illness for anyone truly but it seems like youre more on the severe side. you talked about your meds earlier and stuff and i hope youre taking them daily and responsibly, they really do help but i dont know you at all and i heard some meds can make psychotic episodes worse so, take my words with a grain of salt
>Do you pluck all your hair out? Lashes seem painful to do
i have a lot of hair strands in general on my scalp but theyre very thin and fragile. it gives the illusion of thick hair at first, but when i wash my hair its actually frizzy and very untidy and flat almost. its very easy for me to pick out multiple strands at a time, and when i cry and feel distressed i pull larger chunks to try to calm myself down, which doesnt happen often anymore. pulling my lashes is a big reason why i used to wear false lashes and makeup for the longest time. my lashes are really short right now, and i dont think theyll ever grow back.
my eyebrows are thin too, but filled in and most grew back anyways. my hair doesnt grow very long at all and recently i cut it a bit shorter to the middle of my neck. it grows back when i dont notice haha