nomi_raring
10/6/2025, 8:32:11 PM
No.82723468
>>82723019
hej sorry i had to do a bunch of homework stuff and i was really upset so i didn't check back to reply earlier
Well today and yesterday were both terrible days.
Yesterday started okay and we had a nice chill weekend together, but then in the evening we decided to watch a movie together. The thing is, i'm a big movie sleeper. Watching a movie at late hours cuddled up to him, i always get so comfortable that i fall asleep towards the end of the movie. Years ago when this happened once he wanted to wake me up to tell me to go to bed, and i asked him if he could just carry me to my bed, and he said sure, and that kind of became our tradition. We watch a movie, i fall asleep, i wake up in my bed because he carried me there. I love it because it's so romantic for me, for him i guess it's just something we do because he knows i like it.
Well this was the first time we had this movie night like we used to since i confessed and ran away. We watched, i got comfortable, i feel asleep, and i woke up on the couch. I felt so depressed. I asked him later why he didn't carry me to my bed and he said something like "mom was here, i don't think she would like to see that", but i know that is not the problem, because he has been doing it for years and mom never said anything. I think he just wants to distance himself from me. I kinda just hid in my room and cried before going to school. And then when i got to school a girl made fun of me because she knew the guy who hit on me last week and she made fun of me for running away and being weird. I hate this and normally i would just tell my brother and he would make me feel better but i didn't want to bother him with it today because if he is distancing himself from me, then he probably wouldn't want to comfort me either and that would hurt even more to experience, so just hid in my room all day
hej sorry i had to do a bunch of homework stuff and i was really upset so i didn't check back to reply earlier
Well today and yesterday were both terrible days.
Yesterday started okay and we had a nice chill weekend together, but then in the evening we decided to watch a movie together. The thing is, i'm a big movie sleeper. Watching a movie at late hours cuddled up to him, i always get so comfortable that i fall asleep towards the end of the movie. Years ago when this happened once he wanted to wake me up to tell me to go to bed, and i asked him if he could just carry me to my bed, and he said sure, and that kind of became our tradition. We watch a movie, i fall asleep, i wake up in my bed because he carried me there. I love it because it's so romantic for me, for him i guess it's just something we do because he knows i like it.
Well this was the first time we had this movie night like we used to since i confessed and ran away. We watched, i got comfortable, i feel asleep, and i woke up on the couch. I felt so depressed. I asked him later why he didn't carry me to my bed and he said something like "mom was here, i don't think she would like to see that", but i know that is not the problem, because he has been doing it for years and mom never said anything. I think he just wants to distance himself from me. I kinda just hid in my room and cried before going to school. And then when i got to school a girl made fun of me because she knew the guy who hit on me last week and she made fun of me for running away and being weird. I hate this and normally i would just tell my brother and he would make me feel better but i didn't want to bother him with it today because if he is distancing himself from me, then he probably wouldn't want to comfort me either and that would hurt even more to experience, so just hid in my room all day