>>82723885
>>82723907
shit... maybe he really didn't mean anything by it. I think i messed up then. But the thing is, we have been doing this for years. And it's not like he carries me to bed naked or anything sexy, i put on my pyjamas for the movie watching, and then he just carries me to bed and puts a blanket on me. Like what would she even think is happening?
Still i feel really bad now. I know he is a wonderful person and wouldn't just randomly abandon me, but i just felt so hollow when i woke up not in my bed, because it feels like our whole dynamic is changing for the worse when mom is around. Still i'm going to go to his room to apologize to him now and talk to him, because i want him to know that i messed up. I was crying earlier today and he asked me why and i lied and said i got my period and it hurts, but that was a lie, it was because i thought he doesn't want me around and because of what happened at school, so i want to tell him that i love him and that i'm sorry for lying to him earlier about why i was crying
I will be back later or tomorrow if the talk is long, i have to go to sleep before midnight