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hey guys, wanted to post before going to sleep, but i gotta go sleep now so, goodnight
Well i went to have a talk, and you guys were right. I told him about what is concerning me and he called me an idiot and said he just didn't carry me to bed because if i'm not going to stop saying that i love him, then we need to be careful around mom and not show each other much affection. I told him i was really sorry for thinking that and for lying to him about why i was crying and told him about the bullying, and he called me stupid again and said i should have told him that someone was being mean to me. I told him the whole thing is upsetting me a lot, and he said he was sorry for not taking it seriously last time, because he didn't realize how much being hit on by that guy actually upset me, and i said it did a lot because i don't want to be flirted with, i want to be only his, and he just hugged me and said thank you, which was really nice. He said tomorrow after school we have to have a talk while mom is gone, and discuss about how we are going to behave around each other if she is home. I'm not looking forward to this, because i never thought that i was being weird or a bad sister, but i understand why it needs to be done and i appreciate he is taking innitiative, it fills me with hope.
Some more talking about it and he then stopped the convo and was like "i want you to answer me honest now", and he asked me why him, why does it have to be him, of all the people. And i said it's because no one else is like him, and i listed some of the stuff i like about him, and he got angry and said some stuff that made me very sad. He was like "bullshit, if any of that was true, i wouldn't be in this situation huh? If i'm so great, how come the only girl interested in me is you? How come i couldn't keep a single one of my relationships together? explain that to me, if i'm so great, why did every single one of my girlfriends cheat on me?" he kept going for a while