>>82725789
well as long as you had fun reading it, im glad it got your neurons going

>>82725893
>>82725907
ok nomi i feel like this is a step in a good direction. Your brother is struggling to keep his shield up and is letting you see whats inside a bit here
First of all, very nice that he wants to make sure mom doesnt suspect anything, and that he wants to discuss it with you so openly. He even said since you arent gonna stop loving him, he will just let you love him without mom giving you shit for it, so thats nice

Second of all, when you said you want to be only his, he hugged you and said thank you? that is not the reaction of a guy to whom it means nothing to hear that

And then him talking about his past relationships, that is a hurtful place for him, and he still brought it up. His self esteem seems to be completly fucked, which does not surprise me, being cheated on 5 times out of 5 relationships is brutal for anyone. At some point you start believing its you who is the issue, because of the repeating pattern. But this might be good for you. Him exploring this trauma might make him realize how much of a good choice you are, in terms of loyality and real love and affection. Other girls treated him like shit, and you see him like a god in your eyes, that has to be drilling inside his brain