>>82754049
well it wasn't just when i was little, he always protected me, he was always there for me, that is one of the many things i love about him, also when i got bullied in school like when they made fun of me because i had braces or other stuff, he was always there for me to make me feel better or safe. I just want to say that i don't just want him to protect him from mean girls that would break his heart, it's just 1 reason from a list of many other reasons, but yes i absolutely want to protect him from this. I had to watch him get decimated 5 times, i never want this to happen to him again, and i want to be the one to give him the loyal and loving relationship he deserves.
>>82754159
you don't need to feel sorry for me, right now i feel great and everything just feels so awesome and worry free, because my brother was just absolutely lovely in the last 3 days and i feel very happy about the stuff he said to me and we did. But i'm sorry if i'm upsetting you, but this is like the only place where i can talk about this stuff without causing trouble, and i like having an outlet and a place to ask for advice. I just want to say i'm sorry if you think my love for him is gross but i love who i love and i'm sorry if that makes me a bad person or something, but i don't care, he is worth it