>>82759175
Was it really that bad? I understand it might not be ideal, but will people really want me less if they knew I had done it? I never ever did anything sexual at all before this. Not online or irl.
Maybe it wasn't the best thing to do, but I do not think it is a huge sin that I should be judged forever for.

When I do nsfw stuff on my own, I get like a sinking lonely feeling, but doing it with him left me feeling bad. So I don't think I'll be doing it again.