Anonymous
10/11/2025, 2:09:10 AM
No.82765360
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>>82764822
My 'madonna/whore' complex won't go away no matter how I try to logic my way out of it.
I have female friends whom I reguarly hang out with with.. let's just say, sexual histories, and it doesn't change my view of them at all, I think they're great people.
I'm a virgin, and I've had the opportunity to have sex three times in my life. I've declined all times. My only sexual experience is a few handjobs and two blowjobs, both of which made me feel awful and disgusting about myself.
My problem is, when it's a woman I like or want to be with, the thought of her doing sexual things with other men makes me want to die. The thought of her doing seuxal things with ME most of the time makes me want to die. Especially blowjobs. I'll never let my girlfriend / wife give me a blowjob, because it'll make me see her differently. I see it as 'degrading' no matter how I try to wrap my head around it. I'd give her head no problem, but the thought of a woman I love getting on her knees and putting a dick in her mouth, even MINE, makes me want to vomit.
Is it over for me? Will women think I'm insecure? I know the problem is with me, not them.
>>82764822
My 'madonna/whore' complex won't go away no matter how I try to logic my way out of it.
I have female friends whom I reguarly hang out with with.. let's just say, sexual histories, and it doesn't change my view of them at all, I think they're great people.
I'm a virgin, and I've had the opportunity to have sex three times in my life. I've declined all times. My only sexual experience is a few handjobs and two blowjobs, both of which made me feel awful and disgusting about myself.
My problem is, when it's a woman I like or want to be with, the thought of her doing sexual things with other men makes me want to die. The thought of her doing seuxal things with ME most of the time makes me want to die. Especially blowjobs. I'll never let my girlfriend / wife give me a blowjob, because it'll make me see her differently. I see it as 'degrading' no matter how I try to wrap my head around it. I'd give her head no problem, but the thought of a woman I love getting on her knees and putting a dick in her mouth, even MINE, makes me want to vomit.
Is it over for me? Will women think I'm insecure? I know the problem is with me, not them.