there's no reason to(yet) and it's not my fault
my parents do everything for me and always have, they feed me & clean for me(laundry, etc)
i literally have no responsibilities, and this has been the case for years; this prolonged and ongoing comfort lifestyle has left me unequipped and deeply ashamed, i can't show my face outside and let the world see a 40 year old virgin applying for his first job, there's too much anxiety surrounding that to even break the thought loop