>>82769094
Like 8 years ago in school. I was 17 and invited the girl I had a crush on to join us in the nerd computer room lol. I asked her whole friend group who were just about to leave. She rejected the offer and I was glad I asked, despite having been a bit too anxious and uncomfy while asking it.
She unironically later was a coal burner after leaving her boyfriend, so there goes that, I was blessed by the heavens.
Since then, I haven't approached women.

I'm 100% certain if we find each other, soulmate and me, it will just organically happen and be like a dream. This forced shit is not for me. I focus on my life.