>>82772023
I would lie if I said the dynamic between us bothers me, but that is probably because I was raised in it and mentally shaped into it since I was a toddler by her. I just don't know what to think about it. I doubt she would ever want to fuck or be a couple if I came up with the idea, she would likely just freak out, and my life would be over. But then, on the other hand, she made dating a nightmare. I'm 22, and I have been single for over a year now, but before that, when I had my last girlfriend, my god, how much she hated her. And my ex could feel it too, I can't even remember how many times I heard
>anon, I think your mom doesn't like me
It was so obvious she hated her. Whenever my mom was around my ex, she had the fakest smile and tone you could imagine, there was no warmth behind it, it was like poison. Every single word she would say to her, even if nice, had a condescending undertone, and I really could tell everything she said she had to filter in her head at least 10 times to make sure she doesn't let any insults go through with it. But then, when my gf wasn't around, jesus christ the insults and shit she would say about her. Absolutely vile comments. And I couldn't argue with her or say anything in defense of my gf, not because it wouldn't be true, but just because I couldn't. This is mom, her word is gospel, I was taught this way, my mind is programmed this way. When my gf broke up with me, she said it's simply not working and that she wants to focus on school, but I can tell my mom had to be at least a partial reason for it