nomi_raring
10/12/2025, 3:04:14 AM
No.82775863
hej everyone, woke up at 2 in the morning and i can't sleep. bleeeeeh
>>82772916
that sounds horrible, i'm really sorry you have to go through that. That is kinda my biggest fear, that it ends up being like that, me having to watch him forget me and leave me behind, while some other girl takes him away. It's amazing you managed to cope, but i don't know if i could survive that. I know me saying that with my botchered suicide attempt behind me is a bit weird but i really don't want to imagine growing old lonely without him. I'm loving how close we have been these past couple of days and how affectionate he has been, it really kinda came out of nowhere. I mean he was always an awesome brother and we were best friends, but ever since i confessed to him and ran away, he was more distant and different around me than before, but now this week was just wonderful and he made me so happy, he is being so affectionate and close to me, and it really almost felt like i was his girlfriend these past couple of days with how he treated me. I don't want this to randomly stop and watch him leave with a different girl
>>82774583
yes that's why i was reluctant to that suggestion. I don't really know what being drunk feels like, but i don't want to force my brother into anything, i want him to pick me, so that i can say yes and keep saying yes forever to him
>>82774570
i would love to be alone with him, i really wish we could. We are alone for a couple hours during the week days because we come home from school a couple hours before mom is done with her work, but i wish she could just go on vacation alone for like a week or two, so i could be all alone with him. I would love to crawl into bed with him naked and see if it would make him want to love me and make me his girl
Also i seen and heard about Katakuri and Brulee, he is the Mochi fruit guy right? Me and my brother watch One Piece together, it's not just his thing, we are currently at episode 703. I will try to talk about them.
>>82772916
that sounds horrible, i'm really sorry you have to go through that. That is kinda my biggest fear, that it ends up being like that, me having to watch him forget me and leave me behind, while some other girl takes him away. It's amazing you managed to cope, but i don't know if i could survive that. I know me saying that with my botchered suicide attempt behind me is a bit weird but i really don't want to imagine growing old lonely without him. I'm loving how close we have been these past couple of days and how affectionate he has been, it really kinda came out of nowhere. I mean he was always an awesome brother and we were best friends, but ever since i confessed to him and ran away, he was more distant and different around me than before, but now this week was just wonderful and he made me so happy, he is being so affectionate and close to me, and it really almost felt like i was his girlfriend these past couple of days with how he treated me. I don't want this to randomly stop and watch him leave with a different girl
>>82774583
yes that's why i was reluctant to that suggestion. I don't really know what being drunk feels like, but i don't want to force my brother into anything, i want him to pick me, so that i can say yes and keep saying yes forever to him
>>82774570
i would love to be alone with him, i really wish we could. We are alone for a couple hours during the week days because we come home from school a couple hours before mom is done with her work, but i wish she could just go on vacation alone for like a week or two, so i could be all alone with him. I would love to crawl into bed with him naked and see if it would make him want to love me and make me his girl
Also i seen and heard about Katakuri and Brulee, he is the Mochi fruit guy right? Me and my brother watch One Piece together, it's not just his thing, we are currently at episode 703. I will try to talk about them.