Anonymous
10/12/2025, 5:22:44 AM
No.82777011
>>82776920
When I was smaller, I was taking some medicine and had some nightmares and really bad sleep in general, and she would let me sleep with them in their bed. It was nice, but also even then, I remember just wishing dad wasn't here, and it was just me and her. Later, when I was older, and it was just us, it was okay for me to cuddle and massage her shoulders to help her fall asleep, but then when she fell asleep, I would get up and go to my bed. I don't know if I ever actually asked, but it was kinda implied I'm not allowed to sleep here, I'm just here to help her fall asleep more comfortably. I still do that sometimes, lately I have really been thinking about just risking it and sleeping the whole night, and if she asks what the hell I'm doing in the morning I could just say I was very tired and feel asleep, but at the same time, every fiber of my being wants to not do it because mom didn't allow it and my first instinct is to obey and not do stuff she didn't allow, so I haven't done it yet, kinda mustering the courage to do it one of these days.
When I was smaller, I was taking some medicine and had some nightmares and really bad sleep in general, and she would let me sleep with them in their bed. It was nice, but also even then, I remember just wishing dad wasn't here, and it was just me and her. Later, when I was older, and it was just us, it was okay for me to cuddle and massage her shoulders to help her fall asleep, but then when she fell asleep, I would get up and go to my bed. I don't know if I ever actually asked, but it was kinda implied I'm not allowed to sleep here, I'm just here to help her fall asleep more comfortably. I still do that sometimes, lately I have really been thinking about just risking it and sleeping the whole night, and if she asks what the hell I'm doing in the morning I could just say I was very tired and feel asleep, but at the same time, every fiber of my being wants to not do it because mom didn't allow it and my first instinct is to obey and not do stuff she didn't allow, so I haven't done it yet, kinda mustering the courage to do it one of these days.