>>82779885
During lockdown I became very isolated and realized a couple things about myself and shit, saw r9k being mentioned in some places and I thought I could find some sort of comfort or company in here since I've always felt like an underdog throughout my life and never got any friends or whatever, was a weird kid, then a weird teenager, and now a strange adult? I guess, anyways my mother died from cancer last year and that was like, ok I got no one to talk about this shit, and now my life feels very sad and lonely and that kind oi shit so I decided to actually start lurking in this website and sometimes posting or whatver, if this is redacted like shit it's because I'm really drunk :P, anyways these days I still come back cuz this place got me by the balls during a shithole period and even if it is kind of a cesspool, it's one where I can sometimes find comfort knowing that I'm not the only druggie loser in this world. and stuff

I've always been an outcast, this feel like a place for such kind and blablalbalbakaj jauotgacanfowqrhjer