Cont.

>>82782314
>>82782065
>so which one is it?
Both! It's always both with me, I'm super conflicted on everything. It's yet another reason I struggle to do anything I guess, I'm always getting pulled in two (or more) directions and usually just end up giving up and defaulting to doing nothing. I hate having zero personality but I also feel safer this way because it'd be really scary to try to develop one. I guess I should try to do the scary thing but knowing that doesn't stop a part of me from pulling really hard on me to not move in that direction.

>weren't tools invented exactly to make things easier to do though?
I suppose so, but you still have to learn how to use the tool first. I guess hands can be viewed as a tool too, we just learn to use them first and have the most experience with them, so that's why we're so agile with them I suppose.

>this brings me mental anguish... how even...
Haha... I have tabs going back to like 5 years ago I think... I-I'll go through and sort them eventually I swear!!

>worry about it once you're there
That makes sense... but I hate doing something that is my last hope because then once I've done that thing I have no hope left anymore... and I don't like feeling doomed at all. That's why I usually worry about things beforehand and try to find some other thing I could try so that what I'm trying in the moment isn't the last hope.

>ability to do things on your own
I see, makes sense for a chef to need that ability! And speed is something I didn't think about, but that checks out too, you need to be quick in a restaurant! Good job on being mostly independent then Anon!

>im really not good with this water thing
Me neither... I only know these things from experience...

>i guess i feel better now?
Well, that's good I suppose, but I pray an emotional rollercoaster like this doesn't happen again anytime soon. They're not a fun ride...

>>82782279
Hi Animal Anon! Nice to see you here.