Anonymous
10/12/2025, 9:48:14 PM
No.82782853
>>82782494
Ah, no worries, we've only spoken once or twice so I don't expect you to recognize me! But that is a scary amphibian, look at those menacing teeth... it's also kinda cute though!
>>82782611
>benzos
Yeah, meds can help too since lots of them can make you sleepy. Like mine! Thankfully in the evening and not earlier in the day, so it works out well.
>i have to be in the right mood to do something.
Ah dang, you too!? I don't know how you manage to do all that you do while being like this... maybe it's an ADHD thing, I wonder. But anyway yeah it sucks because it feels like I'm never in the right mood to do the things I want to do, and it takes forever sometimes to get in the right mood especially when I'm in a depressive spell. I get that music thing but with emotions in general, whatever I'm feeling I want to reinforce, and often times I'm feeling sad so that means sad thoughts and sad music. Have you ever tried changing your mood by forcing yourself to listen to different music?
>i guess it's still my pride
Well it's a good thing you have that then! And you should be proud of yourself for resisting the corrupt system and surviving in this hellish existence in general!
>why i keep trying so stubbornly despite it all.
I wonder that too! But I suppose all I can do is watch with wonder. I hope one day I can find something that drives me like you, but who knows if that will happen. It feels like I'm just not that kind of person unfortunately.
>and be more stubborn about it aswell!
Oh don't worry I'm stubborn when I don't need to be! But in the face of suffering I cower. I'll try my best though, just so your encouragement doesn't go to waste if nothing else!
Cont.
Ah, no worries, we've only spoken once or twice so I don't expect you to recognize me! But that is a scary amphibian, look at those menacing teeth... it's also kinda cute though!
>>82782611
>benzos
Yeah, meds can help too since lots of them can make you sleepy. Like mine! Thankfully in the evening and not earlier in the day, so it works out well.
>i have to be in the right mood to do something.
Ah dang, you too!? I don't know how you manage to do all that you do while being like this... maybe it's an ADHD thing, I wonder. But anyway yeah it sucks because it feels like I'm never in the right mood to do the things I want to do, and it takes forever sometimes to get in the right mood especially when I'm in a depressive spell. I get that music thing but with emotions in general, whatever I'm feeling I want to reinforce, and often times I'm feeling sad so that means sad thoughts and sad music. Have you ever tried changing your mood by forcing yourself to listen to different music?
>i guess it's still my pride
Well it's a good thing you have that then! And you should be proud of yourself for resisting the corrupt system and surviving in this hellish existence in general!
>why i keep trying so stubbornly despite it all.
I wonder that too! But I suppose all I can do is watch with wonder. I hope one day I can find something that drives me like you, but who knows if that will happen. It feels like I'm just not that kind of person unfortunately.
>and be more stubborn about it aswell!
Oh don't worry I'm stubborn when I don't need to be! But in the face of suffering I cower. I'll try my best though, just so your encouragement doesn't go to waste if nothing else!
Cont.