Anonymous
10/12/2025, 11:59:36 PM
No.82784077
>>82783592
>Well hopefully you've enjoyed the pictures I've posted here. Plus the animal facts!
I have! They are pretty cool desu. Thanks for posting 'em! And have a good night too!
>>82783802
>but it's not impossible
Indeed... just gotta have a good enough reason to force yourself to do it.
>i feel more vulnerable, so to speak. it's like im in a dark room and my only light just got snuffed out.
I see, that's maybe a bit different from me but I can still relate. It really does feel like others are a light, without them the world is so dark and cold and it's very hard to get anywhere. I wish I just had someone with me 24/7 for moral support, like they wouldn't even have to say or do anything, just be there so I could look at them and see that I'm not alone. But it would have to be someone that understands me I suppose, otherwise it would only feel more lonely.
>being retarded is a blessing after all!
It is if you're retarded in just the right way! Which you are I think. It's like you have the bravery and stubbornness of a fool, but without the actual retardation. Or at least you seem pretty smart to me, even though I'm guessing you don't think so, but neither do I think I'm smart and people keep telling me I am... it's one of those things where you can't see it yourself I guess.
>about a month to mentally prepare myself
Ah, I see, that's reassuring I suppose. Maybe I just need more time then. It's gonna take ages to recover to how I was even a few years ago probably, and I wasn't exactly doing too well back then either... so many wasted years. Welp, I'll try to recover before hitting rock bottom I guess... I don't want to have to go through what you did. That must have been horrible... I can't imagine honestly. I've looked down a roof before but I was never that serious about it, always knew deep down I was too much of a coward. Sorry if this brings up any negative feelings BTW, I hope not... you can skip replying to this if you don't want to.
>Well hopefully you've enjoyed the pictures I've posted here. Plus the animal facts!
I have! They are pretty cool desu. Thanks for posting 'em! And have a good night too!
>>82783802
>but it's not impossible
Indeed... just gotta have a good enough reason to force yourself to do it.
>i feel more vulnerable, so to speak. it's like im in a dark room and my only light just got snuffed out.
I see, that's maybe a bit different from me but I can still relate. It really does feel like others are a light, without them the world is so dark and cold and it's very hard to get anywhere. I wish I just had someone with me 24/7 for moral support, like they wouldn't even have to say or do anything, just be there so I could look at them and see that I'm not alone. But it would have to be someone that understands me I suppose, otherwise it would only feel more lonely.
>being retarded is a blessing after all!
It is if you're retarded in just the right way! Which you are I think. It's like you have the bravery and stubbornness of a fool, but without the actual retardation. Or at least you seem pretty smart to me, even though I'm guessing you don't think so, but neither do I think I'm smart and people keep telling me I am... it's one of those things where you can't see it yourself I guess.
>about a month to mentally prepare myself
Ah, I see, that's reassuring I suppose. Maybe I just need more time then. It's gonna take ages to recover to how I was even a few years ago probably, and I wasn't exactly doing too well back then either... so many wasted years. Welp, I'll try to recover before hitting rock bottom I guess... I don't want to have to go through what you did. That must have been horrible... I can't imagine honestly. I've looked down a roof before but I was never that serious about it, always knew deep down I was too much of a coward. Sorry if this brings up any negative feelings BTW, I hope not... you can skip replying to this if you don't want to.