Anonymous
10/13/2025, 2:29:25 AM
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>>82785358
>>82784324
>i'm just more mature i guess. less selfish, more open minded
Huh, you've changed that much in a year? That's pretty impressive. I wonder what spurred those changes if anything. I feel like I need to change, but I don't know where to get the motivation for it, outside of hitting rock bottom like we discussed.
>people don't really change fundamentally past a certain point i think.
I guess that point was like 16 years old for me... I really don't think I've changed much since then.
>didn't you say you did change just some replies ago...?
Yeah, sorry if it's confusing, it's a bit hard to describe. I guess what I mean is that I didn't change, so much as my life changed. But I mean, I changed a bit too, just not fundamentally. And unfortunately for the worse. I think I still have some of the good things I had before in me, they're just a bit buried now. But I sure as heck don't want to put in the effort to dig them up again... especially since now it'll feel like I wasted so much time being this not-good-enough person...
>you need to stop being so comfortable
Ahem... do you know what one of my favorite things is in life? It starts with a 'c'... I swear I have the personality type that really likes their comforts in life so I might be the wrong person to fight against this society after all... but maybe if I knew more about it I would be more motivated. You should tell me more about the non-fake life & what beautiful things it offers and how you imagine it someday! All I'm really getting an inkling on right now is that it should definitely have more real, caring, trusting, genuine relationships and communities. That feels like such a powerful thing, perhaps it's exactly why *they* don't want us to have it. I don't know who they is but ya know something like that.
>that's a good anon!
Report: I applied to 4 jobs! I will probably hear back from none! But it is what it is!
>>82785358
>>82784324
>i'm just more mature i guess. less selfish, more open minded
Huh, you've changed that much in a year? That's pretty impressive. I wonder what spurred those changes if anything. I feel like I need to change, but I don't know where to get the motivation for it, outside of hitting rock bottom like we discussed.
>people don't really change fundamentally past a certain point i think.
I guess that point was like 16 years old for me... I really don't think I've changed much since then.
>didn't you say you did change just some replies ago...?
Yeah, sorry if it's confusing, it's a bit hard to describe. I guess what I mean is that I didn't change, so much as my life changed. But I mean, I changed a bit too, just not fundamentally. And unfortunately for the worse. I think I still have some of the good things I had before in me, they're just a bit buried now. But I sure as heck don't want to put in the effort to dig them up again... especially since now it'll feel like I wasted so much time being this not-good-enough person...
>you need to stop being so comfortable
Ahem... do you know what one of my favorite things is in life? It starts with a 'c'... I swear I have the personality type that really likes their comforts in life so I might be the wrong person to fight against this society after all... but maybe if I knew more about it I would be more motivated. You should tell me more about the non-fake life & what beautiful things it offers and how you imagine it someday! All I'm really getting an inkling on right now is that it should definitely have more real, caring, trusting, genuine relationships and communities. That feels like such a powerful thing, perhaps it's exactly why *they* don't want us to have it. I don't know who they is but ya know something like that.
>that's a good anon!
Report: I applied to 4 jobs! I will probably hear back from none! But it is what it is!