I am a virgin. There is this guy I am seeing and I have given him a handjob. I am planning to suck his dick soon. I know that he will eventually want to see me butt naked and touch me. But I don't want that to ever happen.

For some reason, I don't mind seeing him naked and interacting with his dick but the thought of myself being naked from the waist down and him touching me there freaks me out so much. I could tell him that I am on my period and come up with excuses once or twice but I can't get away with it forever.

I wish we were able to have relationships where moids never expect you to be naked or have penetrative sex. Because giving a blowjob wouldn't bother me. I just don't want anyone to see and touch my genitals.