>>82799089
You can feel the way you feel. That is the way you feel. The way you feel can change. You can work on it so you can become more comfortable with having penetrative sex or accept that you will be looking for a needle in a haystack. You might not want to be touched, your ass or pussy touched and licked, you might not want to be naked, maybe a man will be okay with that. However never having full on penetration and only doing handjobs and blowjobs like you are 15? I don't know if most men will be able to accept that. Again, you can feel the way you feel, you are allowed to have those feelings. Once you make it a lifestyle, base your life choices around it, you might have a hard time finding what you're looking for.