>>82822990
Lol no I see many niggers that do this but from the bottom of my heart I genuinely don't find myself very intelligent.
From middle school to high school and college, my teachers and professors would always say I'm gifted. My 5th grade teacher used to always tell my parents about how I could grow even further and always had something good to say.
In sophomore year my finances teacher (which half the time we didnt learn about finances but he gave us life advice) broke down in tears when he read out some writing assignment we had to do about our motivations and goals. In my freshmen year of college my English teacher would always tell me I need to put myself "out there" all the time in my assignment feedback and in private. Which is ironic because sometimes I forget to spell basic words (like I accidentally wrote tiers instead of tears in this reply)

But when I go about my day to day life, whenever I think about the simplest things, I delve into a whole mindfuck about shit that doesn't make any sense because nothing I say or think about makes sense. I can only coherently bullshit things that other people have said, which is probably why people would say I'm gifted.
I've bullshitted my way through everything in life ever since I was 10 years old because everything I think about and ponder is nonsensical and contradictory. But I can't bullshit my way with actual social life, I'm a gigaautist. I would just sit there and smile and repeat thank you 50 times whenever someone said I was smart.